My Love Undone

Loving you is such sweet torture

i inflict it on myself a lot

Because i can’t get enough

i’m addicted to the what if’s of it all

i’ve imagined you a thousand different ways

Each more pleasing than the last

But how abandoned i feel

When i must remember the reality

To you i do not exist

To you i am a stranger

Stranger in a sea

The sea of other people

You do not know

You do not love

Daily i surrender

Willing so

Understanding i am captured

That i will be tortured

Because loving you won’t let me go

i don’t know that i want it to

Anymore

i love you

i am tortured

Undone by loving you

i surrender

Willing so